How do you differenciate an art student from the crowd?

A: Their eyebags are much more obvious and they sit there staring at the wall.

Not even funny. D=s

HELP

I have a hamsap for a geography teacher!

Hello!

well, i guess some of you want to know how my week's been here in auckland. Initially, iwanted to do day by day recap, but i totally forgot. i assure you, there were pretty embarrassing moments. 

anyhoo, the flight to auckland via brunei was horrible. Not so horrible, i just cant stand long flights. I hate flying now. if it's first class that's another story. =D

This big burly man sat next to me. He's nice and all, but - BIG. HUGE. his arm  was invading my space. But i kinda pity him coz he knows very well that he's big , and kept his arms in one position most of the time. (shown in the illustration)

Right. 

School started a week ago. Missed the orientation and one day of class. I've only 5 periods a day, i stay around 7 and a half hours in school, two free. 

And did i mention that art class is AWESOME? Tho it's vague what i have to do..  i looove my class. The art room is the art students' haven. We can eat in there, do work - anything. (not suppose to eat in those rooms, but the teacher is awesome)

She looks like that. I swear. And she's really forgetful. =) She does that alot. 

i <3 Art class!

 oh, here's my english teacher. Malcolm. He's , like samantha always say, gay. He's sooo gay. Happy gay. He's just toooo happy. =D he smiles so much he has wrinkles near his eyes.  

uh. imma just post another entry.

heheh. 

I miss school!

I WAS NEVER AND NEVER WILL BE ASHAMED TO SAY I LOVE LODGE , AND I MISS SCHOOL!

Because it's during those times that i had the most memories with all my friends. Be it retarded, hysterical, emotional -  anything. I love school. 

I'm saying this also because i miss my all friends (I MISS YOU GUYS!) . Having a convo with clarice made me realise that.  Our retarded moments has been reduced greatly since SPM started.

Anyhoo, here's a sample of retarded moments i usually have with her! 

fiShy ♥ ♥  || kickdrop says:

 =.=

 omh

 *omg

 hey, why do people say ZOMG?

 mooooooooooooooooo

sarah 08  | says:

 COZ ITZ COOLZ

fiShy ♥ ♥  || kickdrop says:

 oh rly?

 i wanna be cool!

 ZOMG!

sarah 08  | says:

 LOLZ!

 WEZ AREZ SOZ COOLZ

fiShy ♥ ♥  || kickdrop says:

 IZ KNOWZ

sarah 08  | says:

 =DZZ

fiShy ♥ ♥  || kickdrop says:

 WHYZ UPZ WIZ THEZ ZZZZZ?

 xDZZZZ

sarah 08  | says:

 COZ ITZ VERYZ COOLZ!

fiShy ♥ ♥  || kickdrop says:

 EEKZ IZ GOTTENZ BITTENZ BYZ INSECTZ

 andz naoz imzz allergicz toz emzz

sarah 08  | says:

 UHz OHz!

fiShy ♥ ♥  || kickdrop says:

 yeszz!!

 omgzz

sarah 08  | says:

 LOlz thatz looksz likez thosez chemicalz elementsz

fiShy ♥ ♥  || kickdrop says:

 whenz iz wasz inz sydneyz

 argzzz

sarah 08  | says:

 OMGZ Iz Missz youzz!

fiShy ♥ ♥  || kickdrop says:

 IZ LOOOKZ LIKEZ IZ HAVEZ SKINZ DISEASEZZ!

sarah 08  | says:

 WHAIIZ!?

fiShy ♥ ♥  || kickdrop says:

 EEKZZ IZ MIISSZZ YOUZZ TOZ!

 yeaz...

 iz feelz veryz...

 lolz!

  

Yes, if you were wondering, we DID finish off our conversation like that too. =D

Iz MISSZ YOUZ GUYZ!

It's SPM

It's 10:55pm, 10th November 2008

Night before the first day of SPM,

receiving loads of text messages bearing the reminder of ICs,

slips, stationaries;

,thoughtful good lucks and God Blesses

and not to forget last minute tips from friends.

I need to calm my nerves. I feel unprepared. D=

BUT, good luck and God Bless to all SPMers. 

ALL THE BEST.

extra thanks for those (non SPMers) who wished me goodluck.

3 weeks left

.. Typing that just made me panic. OMG. There's less than 3 weeks left, and i've not secure my geography and sejarah. 

Anyways, doing this post to say that I wont be online often or posting anymore until after SPM.

I CAN DO IT.

I've been studying consistantly for the past few days, i hope i can keep this up. It's never too late right?

Good luck to all SPMers. Wish me luck too. 

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Found out my crush has a gf. I feel so crushed =( wOOOooOOoo. Nvm lah. It's just a crush. 

Again?

So i woke up this morning with a very puzzled look on my face.

 "what on earth did i dream about this time?"

It starts like this :  Im sitting in the sarawak Club library with my laptop in front of me.  I scan around the room and saw the tulan girl that i see everyday at club [*coughjessecough*] . she had a unsolved  rubix cube infront of her. She stood up and left the library.

Then, without thinking i went ahead, sat in her place and started to solve the rubix cube [i know how in real life kay? ]. LeGASP. Since the coloured parts were actually coloured plastic pieces stuck on to a cube , all the red pieces fell off. D= Out of nowhere, that girl came back. And i went back to my seat why she give me this tulan face, "why you touch my rubix cube??"

HAHA.  So back at my seat, i went to wikipedia, and typed in Olivia Wilde's husband's name (Tao Ruspoli)  out of randomness.  This is what i read : " Tao Ruspoli, bla bla bla blabla , husband to american actress, Olivia Wilde (deceased) " 

(deceased)".

what the crap. That's two nights in a row, dreaming about dead actresses. [Olivia Wilde stars in House MD as thirteen, or Dr. Remy Hadley - surprisingly i wasnt sad or anything, her being my current favourite actress]  IT'S A SIGN!! D= What do you think?

HMM. I wonder who's the next actress..

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Aww man. I've just learnt that Olivia Wilde smokes. [i dont like  smokers.] D= boo.  

It's that saying, "you were hot until i saw you put that cig in your mouth."

I officially dont like her as much liau. in denial booo

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Sejarahness. D+

Tagged by   Zoee

Rule: The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his / her perfect lover. Have to mention the gender of his / her perfect lover. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

8 different points about my perfect lover. THIS IS GON BE FUN!

State the gender? of course it's a shemale HE.

1. Good looking, but not super hott because im afraid bitches/skanks/ cougars  will steal him away.
2. He must MUST LOVE ME ONLY. ( i wont want a guy with homo history. I dont want to be those ppl who tells their kids, "Your dad decided to leave me for a man. Yes, hun. A man.")
3. Not any shorter than 170cm. =D
4. Have a great sense of humour, like : Can a match box? No, but a tin can. *swoon*
5. He must also have a passion for music/art
6. He should have different heritage than me, so we can make awesome looking babies.
7. Able to support us both financially. Maybe more than support. (heyhey, look. If we're talking about the perfect lover here, i'll definitely marry him)

and last but definitely not least:

8. he must  love me back genuinely. This is diff from number two ok.. he must love me for who i am. 

always and forever..<3

That was one of the gayest tag i've ever seen, zoe.  Dont know why i bothered. HAHHA.

=DD joking lah. terlalu bored already.

I tag.. uh.. Jaycee, uhm, Hannah , Fwish, shit im running out of people to tag. 

I shall end abruptly here.

[****]

D=sejarahohnoessejarahD=

As the school end nears...

... i cant help but to think about college.

Hmm. Seriously. It's finally the time of your life you actually start makin

g decisions for yourself (unless mommy's still packing your school bag for you) .

These are the decisions that will mould your future.

I know what i love...

(im a very visual person, artsy-fartsy is something i would do)

But, i know which one has a higher demand..

Which one will i be picking?

And when i pick it will i be happy?

Can i afford to choose the one i want?

Will i regret it?

I've seriously no idea.  (ooh! those common brown birds are drinking from the drain!! XD)  I  need a counsellor. I really do.

D= ohnoes.

The worst part of it all is that some people already know what they want to do, and they look awfully ok with it. It just makes me worried because im so undecided. 

Those who i want to kill are those who KNOW what they want to do, LOVE what they want to do, and can AFFORD what they want to do (time, effort and money wise).

Im just torn. D=

TORN. D+ 

DECISIONSS!

OHNOES!D=

what about you guys? i know im not alone in this. SOMEONE SUFFER WITH ME!

[****]

!@#$%^&*()^%$(@#

sejarah. D=

Tears on my pillow cause your love is wicked..

Know that song? Well, i only knew it  moments ago, watching hitz.tv (because my astro variety package thing is gone ;___; no MTV, no [V], no StarWorld, no Animax. the essential thing i need)..

... and fell in love with Brick & Lace's Love is Wicked.

I know i'm tad bit slow, this single was released last year.

but i remember hearing it somewhere else. Realised it was converted to Simlish in TheSims2. 

MY sim has been dancing to this all along!

This song is just amazing. I love the clapping sounds, the drums, the bass, the trumpets etc. The lyrics are amazing too!

I Wish You Could Stay With Me Another Day (Day)
I Wish I Could Change Your Mind And Make You Stay (Stay)
(Cause I) I'd Give Anything To Hear You Say (Sayayay)
I'll Be Lovin You Eternally


(Your Love Is Wicked)
Tears On Ma Pillow Ca Yo Love Is Wicked
Cry Me A River Ca Yo Love Is Wicked
(Your Love Is Wicked)
Friends Come Around Say Your Love Is Wicked
By The Kisses Wa U Give Don't U Know It's Wicked
(Your Love Is Wicked)
Wait Fa Ya Call Caz Yo Love Is Wicked
Can't Sleep At All Ca Yo Love Is Wicked
(Your Love Is Wicked)
Pain In My Heart Ca Yo Love Is Wicked
By The Lovin Wa U Give Don't U Know It's Wicked

Really nice lyrics plus awesome music. nyahaha.

Plus, it's reggae. I <3>

*****

Another song im addicted to is Deborah Cox's Beautiful U R. (got it off perezhilton)

It's kinda catchy. Like what perez said, if this was done by Leona Lewis, it would be an instant hit. I agree.

Music.=D

Food for the soul. What would we be without it. 

[***]

sejarahhdasarekonomibarusejarahhhhh

New header!

So new header, because the old one was getting stale. 

It's meant for a piece i've been drawing, Introduction, which is the first of the 100themes thing. 

If you're a deviantart junkie, you'll know what im talking about. 

Basically, it's 100themes: 

1. Introduction

2. Love

3. Light

4. Dark

5. Seeking Solace

6. Break Away

7. Heaven

8. Innocence

9. Drive

10. Breathe Again

11. Memory

12. Insanity

13. Misfortune

14. Smile

15. Silence

16. Questioning

17. Blood

18. Rainbow

19. Gray

20. Fortitude

21. Vacation

22. Mother Nature

23. Cat

24. No Time

25. Lurking

26. Tears

27. Foreign

28. Sorrow

29. Happiness

30. Under the Rain

31. Flowers

32. Night

33. Expectations

34. Stars

35. Hold My Hand

36. Precious Treasure

37. Eyes

38. Abandoned

39. Dreams

40. Rated

41. Teamwork

42. Standing Still

43. Dying

44. Two Roads

45. Illusion

46. Family

47. Creation

48. Childhood

49. Stripes

50. Breaking the Rules 

51. Sport

52. Deep in Thought

53. Keeping a Secret

54. Tower

55. Waiting

56. Danger Ahead

57. Sacrifice

58. Kick in the Head

59. No Way Out

60. Rejection

61. Fairy Tale

62. Magic

63. Do Not Disturb

64. Multitasking

65. Horror

66. Traps

67. Playing the Melody

68. Hero

69. Annoyance

70. 67%

71. Obsession

72. Mischief Managed

73. I Can't

74. Are You Challenging Me?

75. Mirror 

76. Broken Pieces

77. Test

78. Drink

79. Starvation

80. Words

81. Pen and Paper

82. Can You Hear Me?

83. Heal

84. Out Cold

85. Spiral

86. Seeing Red

87. Food

88. Pain

89. Through the Fire

90. Triangle

91. Drowning

92. All That I Have

93. Give Up

94. Last Hope

95. Advertisement

96. In the Storm

97. Safety First

98. Puzzle

99. Solitude

100. Relaxation

Oh my i cant wait till i get to 23 and 71. 

Some genius on deviantart came out with this idea, probably because most people are inconsistant with updating art (like me),  and dry with ideas (like me). THANK YOU, whoever you are!

So, after SPM i'll be doing PROPER art based on this list. Right now working on the first. 

=D look at the header! It's an 'Introduction' of myself. =D Look carefully, and everything you see represents a part of what has happened, what is happening and what will (hopefully) happen in the future in my life. 

But that's only a part of it. =D Wait for the whole thing! I'l be posting it up on dA(deviantart) as well as here. 

 

EDIT: TRY guessing out what each item/human means. 

Hint1#:  There are some that are completely useless, like some parts of me. =D

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AHH, sejarah. D= 

one of those things..

disclaimer : most pictures used in this post are from DeviantArt and belongs to their respective owners.

...that you should never kid about, even if the person is quite alright with it...

Even if the person allows you

, there's always a limit...

even if that person doesnt mind..

BEING FAT. =(

To a woman, to receive a comment on that extra lard hanging off a body 

part is equivalent to a man receiving the reality of how big his little brother is down there.

It's never any fun. i AM fat.

For those who disagree with me, you're probably those people who either:-

- met me online

- too chicken to tell me that im packing on pounds

- hate me and pretend to tell me i look hot so that i wont do anything ab

out my appearance.

o___o and i photoshop my pictures.

Anyways, I've an irregular fat distribution. All lipids go to my thigh and abdominal areas. That's why i rarely take a full length photo. 

And eventhoug h i've just recently named my belly Daniel, because it's growing into almost of an individual and deserves a name, i cant help but to feel offended sometimes. 

Yes, i am aware of my increasing girth. It's ok to remind me straightfowardly. No need implications and what not. 

I know sometimes, my fat is amusing, comfortable, and lets you hear the ocean but it all comes down to ONE THING for me.  Being fat.

 SO, if you're gonna pet it, hug it or feed it, do it. 

But only once in a blue moon.

To actually talk about being fat on my blog, was something i thought i'd neve

r do. But since i did, i'll use this as a motivation.

target:  Get FIT (not skinny) by uh.. say next year's RWMF because i wanna look good in a bikini .

My training regime will start only after SPM, and MAYBE i'll post pictures up on my progress like how kennysia did. 

Maybe..

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oh oh before i go. Here's one word that can send me into depression:

sejarah

Today at lunch..

I know im really not supposed to post anything, but this is an EMERGENCY.

I've just realised this year that most (NOT all) Lodgians, are really low on manners.

[x]

Here's the first scenario :

It's break time, everyone's hungry and drowsy. We just want some food to replenish

our drained energy. So everyone rushes to the canteen, and no one's queueing.

It's not like anyone ever does. So well, ok. We crowd around, shouting our orders. I stand there, waiting for my turn to be served. then this short kid [i shall keep you anonymous, no it's not terence], pushes through everyone. REALLY pushing. even against girls. WTF?

HOW short on manner. (pun intended)

Scenario #2:

This time, it's during the lunch break. EVERYONE's hungry, we know. Most of us collect our lunch boxes from the room next to the lecture theatre. It's small. The door way is wayyy to narrow for a big crowd. SO? We actually queue this time. BUt today, a bunch of ppl had to just clog up the door way. Clever.

I was growing impatient. I said told everyone to stay left, so the queues on both sides (in and out) would actually flow. Kudos to those ppl who initially clogged up the way. As the flow gets faster, HELL. something happened. THIS TIME. THIS TIME, a LINE of PREFECTS (consisting of senior prefects) decided to WEDGE their way through between the two lines.

. WTF .

THE BLOODY QUEUES JUST GOT MESSED UP AGAIN, CONSTIPATING THE FUCKING DOOR.

I couldnt care anymore, i squeezed my way through.

[x]

Seriously, we can obtain our lunches and finish earlier if it wasnt for the AVOIDABLE jam at the lunch room everyday.

What's disappointing was that it was the PREFECTS who messed up the queue. FORM 4, senior prefects.

I DO NOT have a grudge against the prefects. They carry out their duties perfectly well. Hence, service with dedication. Plus, this year's new prefects are amazing. BUT being prefects, they should have controlled the crowd. NOT make it worse.

Again, i DO NOT have anything against the prefects. Take this as constructive critism.

@_________________@

idiots

Knock knock?

[ warning : this post might bore you, non-5Aians ]

Hello, 5A ? What's wrong?

damn we're hot.

For a person who sits quietly at the back of the class, i manage to observe the class as it is. But we all can agree when i say that no one has to scrutinise to realise that our class is just rotting by the minute.

I'll get to the point. Why are we suddenly so ignorant, immature and so unforgiving?

We were once almost an epitome of a perfect class, united in all we do,

impressing the teachers with our massive potential,

talk of the staff room.

We rocked!

We still are the talk of the staff. Teachers are wondering amongst themselves.

"what happened to 5A?"

Just when everyone was improving in their academics. Hello! Our class is NOT short of any talent or potential! So why cant we better ourselves to prove that we ARE the best class of our year? We were on the right track. What pushed us off?

As a class we fell from many of our 'glorious' victories. All those falls started this year..

.. constantly breaking the rules...

...being ignorant to our surroundings...

and being immature while dealing with personal conflicts...

Is this what we're going for? Stop breaking our teachers' hearts. You know they confide in us.

remember this?

If only we all saw his (you know who im talking about) face just the other day, we'll all realise how much he has put into making this class.

"only after a fall, could you rise up again" ~ anonymous

(i think it goes like that)

It's not too late for everyone to kiss and make up. It's never too late.

We have fallen many times,

but dont you guys think it's time to rise back up again?