one of those things..

disclaimer : most pictures used in this post are from DeviantArt and belongs to their respective owners.

...that you should never kid about, even if the person is quite alright with it...

Even if the person allows you

, there's always a limit...

even if that person doesnt mind..

BEING FAT. =(

To a woman, to receive a comment on that extra lard hanging off a body 

part is equivalent to a man receiving the reality of how big his little brother is down there.

It's never any fun. i AM fat.

For those who disagree with me, you're probably those people who either:-

- met me online

- too chicken to tell me that im packing on pounds

- hate me and pretend to tell me i look hot so that i wont do anything ab

out my appearance.

o___o and i photoshop my pictures.

Anyways, I've an irregular fat distribution. All lipids go to my thigh and abdominal areas. That's why i rarely take a full length photo. 

And eventhoug h i've just recently named my belly Daniel, because it's growing into almost of an individual and deserves a name, i cant help but to feel offended sometimes. 

Yes, i am aware of my increasing girth. It's ok to remind me straightfowardly. No need implications and what not. 

I know sometimes, my fat is amusing, comfortable, and lets you hear the ocean but it all comes down to ONE THING for me.  Being fat.

 SO, if you're gonna pet it, hug it or feed it, do it. 

But only once in a blue moon.

To actually talk about being fat on my blog, was something i thought i'd neve

r do. But since i did, i'll use this as a motivation.

target:  Get FIT (not skinny) by uh.. say next year's RWMF because i wanna look good in a bikini .

My training regime will start only after SPM, and MAYBE i'll post pictures up on my progress like how kennysia did. 

Maybe..

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oh oh before i go. Here's one word that can send me into depression:

sejarah

OHNOES

disclaimer: to actually understand this post, i suggest you read out loud.

Ai mm reeghretteeng sawm awf mai ecksyens. OHNOES.

OH NOES!!

OH NOES!!!!!!!

OHNOES.

OHNOES!!!

Ai howp det purrsen weel fohgeef mee. Ai mm sohree. ;(

Thaiping laik thees iss ehctchualeee priteeh fahn. EEt iss laik tihcheeng sawmwahn hao tooh prhonauns wohrds the raihgtt weyh . ok. mehbii nawt.

Yehs, ai mm bohed. 

Trials are over!

But SPM is still on. Gurh.

Headache. And my mom is asking me to study. O___O

AND i would just like to mention about something, even though it's resolved and stuff.

I wasnt trying to force you to do anything, it was just emotions and pms bursting out from nowhere.

I AM SORRY.

I never forced you into anything, i didnt call you those, never deprived you from

your relaxation and i will never do that. If i did, it was totally

unintentional.

I know you are that type of person no one should mess with.

But i think it's unnecessary to  make it sound that terrible. 

Sorry to have made the situation like that. 

SIGH.

I just realised that this is more of a personal rant, which i rarely post about.I prefer not to speak about my personal thoughts, no idea why It wont happen again!

I am feeling DELUSIONAL

It's 1.49 am.  I've five more chapters of commerce to go. Commerce paper tomorrow.

But i cant continue studying, without telling you all that i <3 you guys.

 

And, that  Disney's HERCULES; was and is my favourite Disney movie. 

PERFECT movie.

You have your basic Zero To Hero character...

A sexy, sultry damsel who isnt who she appears to be...

and a witty, sexy as hell (pun intended) antagonist playing the role of The lord of the underworld.

I'm not being sarcastic. THIS is my fav movie. 

i heart disney. 

Forever and ever.

and ever.

and i still wanna go disney land. =(

TRANSPORT ROUTIER INTERNATIONAL!

x____x

Random.

I cannot. CANNOT pay any attention to any of  books. ;___;

sigh. MOCK.

And being a typical SPM student, i've been thinking and listing down a to-do list for after SPM.

and been dreaming of that day to come~

- get fit. (i've been eating more than i can handle)

- take up a martial art. (I is man, remember?)

- learn something useful. (like html. to improve on my blog)

- get driving license.

- have a better fashion sense. (=.=)
- improve on my drawing skills and update more frequently on my deviantart page.

-???

 i swear i had more in mind before i switched on this laptop.

sigh. 

SPM.

It's nice to see people in love..

and it's also heartbreaking to see one falling out of it.

Found this picture off deviantart. click here . (link fixed)

If you look carefully, it's on a dictionary, the light directly hitting the word heartbreak.

And this picture PERFECTLY defines a saying i've found online somewhere..(which i <3)>

"Draw a CIRCLE, not a heart around the

one you LOVE;

for hearts can BREAK,

but circles go on FORVER."

Today at lunch..

I know im really not supposed to post anything, but this is an EMERGENCY.

I've just realised this year that most (NOT all) Lodgians, are really low on manners.

[x]

Here's the first scenario :

It's break time, everyone's hungry and drowsy. We just want some food to replenish

our drained energy. So everyone rushes to the canteen, and no one's queueing.

It's not like anyone ever does. So well, ok. We crowd around, shouting our orders. I stand there, waiting for my turn to be served. then this short kid [i shall keep you anonymous, no it's not terence], pushes through everyone. REALLY pushing. even against girls. WTF?

HOW short on manner. (pun intended)

Scenario #2:

This time, it's during the lunch break. EVERYONE's hungry, we know. Most of us collect our lunch boxes from the room next to the lecture theatre. It's small. The door way is wayyy to narrow for a big crowd. SO? We actually queue this time. BUt today, a bunch of ppl had to just clog up the door way. Clever.

I was growing impatient. I said told everyone to stay left, so the queues on both sides (in and out) would actually flow. Kudos to those ppl who initially clogged up the way. As the flow gets faster, HELL. something happened. THIS TIME. THIS TIME, a LINE of PREFECTS (consisting of senior prefects) decided to WEDGE their way through between the two lines.

. WTF .

THE BLOODY QUEUES JUST GOT MESSED UP AGAIN, CONSTIPATING THE FUCKING DOOR.

I couldnt care anymore, i squeezed my way through.

[x]

Seriously, we can obtain our lunches and finish earlier if it wasnt for the AVOIDABLE jam at the lunch room everyday.

What's disappointing was that it was the PREFECTS who messed up the queue. FORM 4, senior prefects.

I DO NOT have a grudge against the prefects. They carry out their duties perfectly well. Hence, service with dedication. Plus, this year's new prefects are amazing. BUT being prefects, they should have controlled the crowd. NOT make it worse.

Again, i DO NOT have anything against the prefects. Take this as constructive critism.

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idiots