HEY HEY

I've been busy, that's why no updates till now. i know that's a mount of bs. haha. Initially i wanted to just upload lots of pictures, but some how blogger was being really mean so i gave up.

I'm doing fine here. Honestly, i love this place - reminds me of kuching. Not a lot of places to go out to (there's more, but i dont bother), crazy as friends  *talking like a kiwi already* ,  and an extended family to make me feel at home. 

But, of course - I LOVE YOU GUYS WAY TOO MUCH. I MISS YOU ALL. ='(

and it's good to see people getting back on their feet after what happened. 

Here's a printscreen *omg that reminds me of silk screen printing.. which i need to do for art.. which i am suppose to be doing now..*  of me and a turkish friend of mine who is in love with me. No joke. Details only to those close people. haha.

HAhah my hair. i love it. haha. Trying to look like im thinking. Intellectual, ya know?

ok, gotta get on with my daily routine and shower and stuff. 

Good luck to my joojooboo for the model search *you'll squish them like ants*, and mostly, my one and only fwish with her nursing training *sorry if i got it wrong* at singapore, and my VERY MISSED  jc with his hair.  LOVE YOU MUCH. 

And if youre reading this, shirley, i miss you too. LIKE, A LOT. *so you better send me something very soon.* hahah . joke. ILU. 

A few more hours to go

I'm sitting here, staring at the clock.

I'm wearing my 5A shirt. =)

In a few more hours,...

....cant bear to think about it.

You know i want to be there for you very badly. 

Very badly.. but i cant.

Thoughts and prayers all the way from Auckland.

Forever in our memory.

Aaron Teo

(1991 - 2009)

08.04.09

Aaron Teo.

Uncle,we  promised that we'd catch up when i get back to kuching in december.

It's only been a few months we all grew apart. But that didnt stop you from talking to those overseas

in your spare time. 

Remember how determined you were to keep the class together?

You never gave up.

I knew you since we were in kindy.  

We ended secondary school together. 

That's really long...

Primary 6, Camp permai. You were up to your mischief. 

Something you did that's burned into my memory.

Form 3, You had me making a nice box for a gift you were going to give Nore.

I was amazed at how much you felt for her.

I'm still amazed that you two stuck together for years.

I'm heartbroken to try to even think how she feels now.

I'm upset that i'm not there with the rest back in kuching.

I'm depressed when i know that im not going to be there this saturday.

You know how people say that they're glad to have you play a role in their lives?

You didnt just play a role in our lives,

you shape the people we are today.

Thank you.

I'm still crying and trying to swallow this piece of news, uncle.

Disbelief  for the time to come, that you're gone; only because you live forever in our memories.

RIP

Aaron Teo

08.04.09

uncle, i'll keep my side of the promise. When i get back to kuching.