Thursday, July 30, 2009

"love doesnt share itself with the world. love is suspicious. love is needy. love is fearful. love is greedy.
my friends, there is no great love without great jealousy." ~ bender
*i know that totally contradicts my opinion of polyamoric relationships, but it's so true, i have to share it*

Long live futurama.


p/s : leela is hot.

Monday, July 27, 2009

i friggin love art classes



I just love my art periods with my teacher, Jane. She's the coolest teacher EVER. The thing is she appreciates her students art works , so that means our works are on the wall in the college.

yep. It makes me feel good,.. like.. realllly goood. I have two of my woodcuts in the computer lab, one done on a canvas, near the library, and a huge A2 sized one , framed, in th
e principle's office.

ahhah big deal really. no one really looks at them Other students have their art up, esp Yasmin's, because she does really decorative ones.




yasmin, epitome of crazy.


And recently she painted her face, and i collabed by taking the photos! Jane's hubby, Ted,blew the pictures up, HUGE. i'll get pictures of them soon.



These are the ones, i think.



she does really amazing stuff this girl!



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btw, had the best time last week end climbing up (literally, we got tired of keeping to the walking track, we decided to just climb up the steep hills. uber fun!) mount victoria in devonport. beautiful day it was!




so high up you can see the curve of the earth! that's jacklyn (who shares an uncanny resemblence to ling nie) , from penang!

XD

Monday, July 20, 2009

The beauty myth : Naomi Wolf

Currently reading : The beauty myth. Just 20 pages in, and im already stopping to step back and digest the information slowly - because it is that mindblowing.


Well, that's if you're a feminist. But i got my bubble burst, because seriously, no one is really spared. As long as makeup, weight , heels and cute clothes are involved - women still dont have complete freedom.

If you're thinking that it's a choice to dress up? Guess what? The media has bent your thinking into it is totally your choice. Read it, and think again.


And then again, it's a contradiction, because women now are rejoicing their bodies WITH makeup, a good figure , heels and cute clothes. Either that the thinking has been definitely altered with.


HMM??


Finally, a book im going to read till the end.



cheers.

Friday, July 17, 2009

oh noes!

Currently watching Royal Pains - a medical related series, because ive been deprived of House m.d. so much, i need something to fill in while the next season gets aired.]


Not like Royal Pains can come close to being as great as House m.d. .



But woe is me, as i just learnt that next season is airing on the 21st of sep.




D:<



[edit] Royal pains = very lame. OKay. Not SO lame. But if you adore House like i do, this series is mediocre. Hank Lawson , the main character in this series, is smart and humble. That's just boring. I wouldnt be watching it if it wasnt for the ridiculously hot cast in the show. 4/10.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

ai, do the bamboo

Only one paper left. Geography. Last paper. geo is ALWAYS the last paper or something. =.= And guess what? It weighs 30% instead of the 5% or 10% the other papers are. two and a half hours.

ZZZ. Be burning the midnight oil tonight!

miss you guys back home btw.

Friday, July 10, 2009

durhurr exams

NO updates anytime soon. just here to say that, statistics suck.



BIg time.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Phone call scare

I swore i couldve pissed in my pants when i got this particular phone call from this particular person. No it was michael jackson. If it was, i would be up there with him.



I cant say who or what, because people actually read this blog and i dont want that person to know. But i swear. It has scared me enough to reset most of the things i needed resetting.


BUt that was only for a moment. I was shaking. Then i realised, it was actually a wake up call. Goodthing eh? Yes. Plus a dear friend of mine even told me she'd give me a wake up call too. She's all the way in the states. (how sweet!)


It's all good really. i just need to set somethings straight. And i'll be back on my feet - ready to conquer the exams next week. =) *okay, not conquer. just... sit for*



OMGOMGOMG.



Our love will never end, waiting for the soldier to come back again. Never more to be alone. When a letter said, a soldier's coming home.

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Two days past eighteen. He was waiting for the bus in his army green. Sat down in a booth, the cafe there. Gave his orders to a girl with a bow in her hair.


He's a little shy so she gives him a smile. And he said, "Would you mind sitting down for a while and talk to me? Im feeling a little low."


She said, "Im off in an hour and i know where we can go."



So they went down and sat on the pier. "I betcha got a boyfriend but i dont care, i got no one. To send a letter to.

Would you mind if i send one back here to you?"




So the letters came from an army camp. In california then vietnam. And he told her of his heart might be loving all the things he was so scared of. He said, "When it's getting kinda rough over here, I think of that day sittin down on the pier. And i close my eyes and see your pretty smile.


Dont worry but i wont be able to write for a while."



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One Friday night at a football game. The Lord's Prayer said and the Anthem sang. A man said "Folks, would you bow your heads for a list of local - Vietnam dead."


Crying all alone under the stands. Was a piccolo player in the marching band. And one name read but nobody really cared.

But a pretty little girl, with a bow in her head.




I cried. Never gonna hold the hand of another guy. Too young for him they told her, waiting for the love of a traveling soldier. Our love will never end, waiting for the soldier to come back again. Never more to be alone.



When a letter said, a soldier's coming home.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

RIP Michael Jackson




Sure, i'm a little slow. Actually i didnt even plan on doing a post on him - but after watching his memorial service at the Staples center in LA at 5am, and listening to all those eulogies by close family and friends, i cant help but to.

Now, i'm not going to pretend that his music played a significant part in ALL chapters of my short 18 years of life so far - but i DID grow up listening to his songs, and there's ONE particular song from him that i will NEVER forget. Because it holds so much meaning for me and every one else who knew Aaron. (and plus Aaron loved idolized MJ.)


And in this post, you'll see why im so convinced that there will be no such icon as large as Michael, and that he's a bigger man than what the media have portrayed him.


RIP Michael Jackson
29th August 1958 - 25th June 2009



First off, i dreamt about him when i slept this morning after watching the memorial which ended at 7.45am. (haha, arent i lucky getting a visit from the king of pop in my dreams) Nothing unusual really. We talked like old buddies walking along a street, chatting away. Then when we came to a corner, he walked off and disappeared.



Pretty metaphorical if you ask me. Then i realised that MJ was a great being, a great friend to anyone lucky enough to know him personally. Brooke Shields. Her speech compromised of "giggling" and calling Michael mischievious and stating that he was a great caring person. Very human - and never being a diva about anything. Magic Johnson shared a bucket of KFC with him on the floor -laughing. And he actually cared for his fans. Elizabeth taylor - she was one of the
people wayyyy at the back of one of his concerts, couldnt hear much or see much, so she left the concert halfway. Michael was informed about that and he called her up,crying, and apologized. The proceeded to talk for the next 3 hours.


I dont know any other star this day who would do that.


And when he came to Auckland years ago, one lady on the auckland team said that when he arrived to the hotel, instead of dashing to the lift and to his suite, he stopped and greeted everyone on the staff and giggling while kicking the balloons that covered the entire lobby floor.





He was a great being- he's in the Guinness Book of Records for giving most to charities over the world. He called up Coretta Scott King (Mrs Martin Luther King Jr) when she was ill in bed, all the way from the middle east- told her that he was praying for her and asked her if she had music in her room. She smiled, and according to her daughter, "Her whole face smiled."


That was just to name a few. If you watched the memorial, you know you cant get the image of Paris boldly standing up to the mic, telling the whole world that her daddy was the best, then later crying into Janet's arms. You know you'll never forget that.


MICHAEL jackson. You just have to talk about his music. It was epic! Highest selling album of all time. And Not one of his songs are bad. NOT ONE. (not like i know all, but if he was to have a lousy track, i would've heard of it) Each one was a masterpiece, and some had messages. Powerful messages that, successfully bring people from all over together. Songs about change for the world, starting with the person in the mirror.





He didn just make music. He made history. He broke down the racial divide. He made it possible for all african americans to do what they can today on the world's stage. Because of his music, all his beloved fans can stand united. Without a doubt, he has started the process of healing the world through his music. it's our job to continue that.





The white sequinned glove. The toe stand. The tilted fedoras. The military outfits. The MOON WALK. No other celebrity/icon can leave such an impression on the world.


And im sure no other celebrity can create a media stir like he can. lol. I could remember that time he held Blanket over the balcony and the time he had more plastic surgery or whatever. His going white- hoho, boy can the haters attack. Saying that he wasnt proud of being black. Personally, i felt that he was just trying to make a point. Starting with himself - like he said. No matter if he's black or white, he's still human, he's still breathing, he's still singing, he's still caring. He's still, the ultimate entertainer, Michael Jackson.


So with all this, i truly believe that there will be no icon as large as this. Some reporter said that we cant compare, like how we cant compare anyone to Elvis Presly, we cant compare anyone to Michael Jackson because it's all different. It's true, i agree. But Michael Jackson - was EPIC. IN EVERY SENSE.


his music - EPIC.


his trademarks - EPIC.


his passion to bring the world together - EPIC.


the tabloids. - EPIC.


His love for his fans - EPIC.


His influence on the world - EPIC.




Michael Jackson was IS EPIC. He'll live on as the ultimate entertainer , till the end of time. which i believe with every inch of me.


Im that type to believe that in time, anything could happen. Anything. Anything like , another icon might rise and knock the white socks of Michael. BUT not this time. To me he's the ULTIMATE. Untouched. God bless MJ. (and if there IS a rising star, boy, does he/she have a frikkin tall order)

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"Smile though your heart is aching" Michael's fav song. And when Brooke Shields told everyone to smile eventhough their hearts were aching, she tried to smile herself. That was the hardest thing to watch, ever. Because losing a great friend is never easy.










ps. Cried mad when heal the world played. It has been 3 months. Happy moonwalking with the king up there, Aaron.



ps.s. Race obviously meant nothing to him. He is my idol for making that clear for millions over the world.

Friday, July 3, 2009

new header up!



I'll post the finished full body version of that picture soon. There's something about the face that i dont like,. but i rather not point it out to myself, because ive spent a good amount of time on it and dont feel like being a failure at the moment. :D





and random eye drawing so this post dont seem as redundant as it is.