Tagged by   Zoee

Rule: The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his / her perfect lover. Have to mention the gender of his / her perfect lover. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

8 different points about my perfect lover. THIS IS GON BE FUN!

State the gender? of course it's a shemale HE.

1. Good looking, but not super hott because im afraid bitches/skanks/ cougars  will steal him away.
2. He must MUST LOVE ME ONLY. ( i wont want a guy with homo history. I dont want to be those ppl who tells their kids, "Your dad decided to leave me for a man. Yes, hun. A man.")
3. Not any shorter than 170cm. =D
4. Have a great sense of humour, like : Can a match box? No, but a tin can. *swoon*
5. He must also have a passion for music/art
6. He should have different heritage than me, so we can make awesome looking babies.
7. Able to support us both financially. Maybe more than support. (heyhey, look. If we're talking about the perfect lover here, i'll definitely marry him)

and last but definitely not least:

8. he must  love me back genuinely. This is diff from number two ok.. he must love me for who i am. 

always and forever..<3

That was one of the gayest tag i've ever seen, zoe.  Dont know why i bothered. HAHHA.

=DD joking lah. terlalu bored already.

I tag.. uh.. Jaycee, uhm, Hannah , Fwish, shit im running out of people to tag. 

I shall end abruptly here.

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D=sejarahohnoessejarahD=

As the school end nears...

... i cant help but to think about college.

Hmm. Seriously. It's finally the time of your life you actually start makin

g decisions for yourself (unless mommy's still packing your school bag for you) .

These are the decisions that will mould your future.

I know what i love...

(im a very visual person, artsy-fartsy is something i would do)

But, i know which one has a higher demand..

Which one will i be picking?

And when i pick it will i be happy?

Can i afford to choose the one i want?

Will i regret it?

I've seriously no idea.  (ooh! those common brown birds are drinking from the drain!! XD)  I  need a counsellor. I really do.

D= ohnoes.

The worst part of it all is that some people already know what they want to do, and they look awfully ok with it. It just makes me worried because im so undecided. 

Those who i want to kill are those who KNOW what they want to do, LOVE what they want to do, and can AFFORD what they want to do (time, effort and money wise).

Im just torn. D=

TORN. D+ 

DECISIONSS!

OHNOES!D=

what about you guys? i know im not alone in this. SOMEONE SUFFER WITH ME!

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!@#$%^&*()^%$(@#

sejarah. D=

Tears on my pillow cause your love is wicked..

Know that song? Well, i only knew it  moments ago, watching hitz.tv (because my astro variety package thing is gone ;___; no MTV, no [V], no StarWorld, no Animax. the essential thing i need)..

... and fell in love with Brick & Lace's Love is Wicked.

I know i'm tad bit slow, this single was released last year.

but i remember hearing it somewhere else. Realised it was converted to Simlish in TheSims2. 

MY sim has been dancing to this all along!

This song is just amazing. I love the clapping sounds, the drums, the bass, the trumpets etc. The lyrics are amazing too!

I Wish You Could Stay With Me Another Day (Day)
I Wish I Could Change Your Mind And Make You Stay (Stay)
(Cause I) I'd Give Anything To Hear You Say (Sayayay)
I'll Be Lovin You Eternally


(Your Love Is Wicked)
Tears On Ma Pillow Ca Yo Love Is Wicked
Cry Me A River Ca Yo Love Is Wicked
(Your Love Is Wicked)
Friends Come Around Say Your Love Is Wicked
By The Kisses Wa U Give Don't U Know It's Wicked
(Your Love Is Wicked)
Wait Fa Ya Call Caz Yo Love Is Wicked
Can't Sleep At All Ca Yo Love Is Wicked
(Your Love Is Wicked)
Pain In My Heart Ca Yo Love Is Wicked
By The Lovin Wa U Give Don't U Know It's Wicked

Really nice lyrics plus awesome music. nyahaha.

Plus, it's reggae. I <3>

*****

Another song im addicted to is Deborah Cox's Beautiful U R. (got it off perezhilton)

It's kinda catchy. Like what perez said, if this was done by Leona Lewis, it would be an instant hit. I agree.

Music.=D

Food for the soul. What would we be without it. 

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sejarahhdasarekonomibarusejarahhhhh

Morgan agan then looks...

...good in a fedora and a stubble....

Makes him look like indiana jones....

A kelabit/chinese version.

watermark is there for a reason.

He requested it and lots more. This is just one of it. The stubble was an additional. =D

More of him at MorganThen.com , his youtube , myspace, friendster and facebook is at his blog. 

No idea why im doing this. 

You owe me something now, morgan!

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spmspmspmsejarahspmspmspm

New header!

So new header, because the old one was getting stale. 

It's meant for a piece i've been drawing, Introduction, which is the first of the 100themes thing. 

If you're a deviantart junkie, you'll know what im talking about. 

Basically, it's 100themes: 

1. Introduction

2. Love

3. Light

4. Dark

5. Seeking Solace

6. Break Away

7. Heaven

8. Innocence

9. Drive

10. Breathe Again

11. Memory

12. Insanity

13. Misfortune

14. Smile

15. Silence

16. Questioning

17. Blood

18. Rainbow

19. Gray

20. Fortitude

21. Vacation

22. Mother Nature

23. Cat

24. No Time

25. Lurking

26. Tears

27. Foreign

28. Sorrow

29. Happiness

30. Under the Rain

31. Flowers

32. Night

33. Expectations

34. Stars

35. Hold My Hand

36. Precious Treasure

37. Eyes

38. Abandoned

39. Dreams

40. Rated

41. Teamwork

42. Standing Still

43. Dying

44. Two Roads

45. Illusion

46. Family

47. Creation

48. Childhood

49. Stripes

50. Breaking the Rules 

51. Sport

52. Deep in Thought

53. Keeping a Secret

54. Tower

55. Waiting

56. Danger Ahead

57. Sacrifice

58. Kick in the Head

59. No Way Out

60. Rejection

61. Fairy Tale

62. Magic

63. Do Not Disturb

64. Multitasking

65. Horror

66. Traps

67. Playing the Melody

68. Hero

69. Annoyance

70. 67%

71. Obsession

72. Mischief Managed

73. I Can't

74. Are You Challenging Me?

75. Mirror 

76. Broken Pieces

77. Test

78. Drink

79. Starvation

80. Words

81. Pen and Paper

82. Can You Hear Me?

83. Heal

84. Out Cold

85. Spiral

86. Seeing Red

87. Food

88. Pain

89. Through the Fire

90. Triangle

91. Drowning

92. All That I Have

93. Give Up

94. Last Hope

95. Advertisement

96. In the Storm

97. Safety First

98. Puzzle

99. Solitude

100. Relaxation

Oh my i cant wait till i get to 23 and 71. 

Some genius on deviantart came out with this idea, probably because most people are inconsistant with updating art (like me),  and dry with ideas (like me). THANK YOU, whoever you are!

So, after SPM i'll be doing PROPER art based on this list. Right now working on the first. 

=D look at the header! It's an 'Introduction' of myself. =D Look carefully, and everything you see represents a part of what has happened, what is happening and what will (hopefully) happen in the future in my life. 

But that's only a part of it. =D Wait for the whole thing! I'l be posting it up on dA(deviantart) as well as here. 

 

EDIT: TRY guessing out what each item/human means. 

Hint1#:  There are some that are completely useless, like some parts of me. =D

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AHH, sejarah. D= 

one of those things..

disclaimer : most pictures used in this post are from DeviantArt and belongs to their respective owners.

...that you should never kid about, even if the person is quite alright with it...

Even if the person allows you

, there's always a limit...

even if that person doesnt mind..

BEING FAT. =(

To a woman, to receive a comment on that extra lard hanging off a body 

part is equivalent to a man receiving the reality of how big his little brother is down there.

It's never any fun. i AM fat.

For those who disagree with me, you're probably those people who either:-

- met me online

- too chicken to tell me that im packing on pounds

- hate me and pretend to tell me i look hot so that i wont do anything ab

out my appearance.

o___o and i photoshop my pictures.

Anyways, I've an irregular fat distribution. All lipids go to my thigh and abdominal areas. That's why i rarely take a full length photo. 

And eventhoug h i've just recently named my belly Daniel, because it's growing into almost of an individual and deserves a name, i cant help but to feel offended sometimes. 

Yes, i am aware of my increasing girth. It's ok to remind me straightfowardly. No need implications and what not. 

I know sometimes, my fat is amusing, comfortable, and lets you hear the ocean but it all comes down to ONE THING for me.  Being fat.

 SO, if you're gonna pet it, hug it or feed it, do it. 

But only once in a blue moon.

To actually talk about being fat on my blog, was something i thought i'd neve

r do. But since i did, i'll use this as a motivation.

target:  Get FIT (not skinny) by uh.. say next year's RWMF because i wanna look good in a bikini .

My training regime will start only after SPM, and MAYBE i'll post pictures up on my progress like how kennysia did. 

Maybe..

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oh oh before i go. Here's one word that can send me into depression:

sejarah

OHNOES

disclaimer: to actually understand this post, i suggest you read out loud.

Ai mm reeghretteeng sawm awf mai ecksyens. OHNOES.

OH NOES!!

OH NOES!!!!!!!

OHNOES.

OHNOES!!!

Ai howp det purrsen weel fohgeef mee. Ai mm sohree. ;(

Thaiping laik thees iss ehctchualeee priteeh fahn. EEt iss laik tihcheeng sawmwahn hao tooh prhonauns wohrds the raihgtt weyh . ok. mehbii nawt.

Yehs, ai mm bohed. 

Trials are over!

But SPM is still on. Gurh.

Headache. And my mom is asking me to study. O___O

AND i would just like to mention about something, even though it's resolved and stuff.

I wasnt trying to force you to do anything, it was just emotions and pms bursting out from nowhere.

I AM SORRY.

I never forced you into anything, i didnt call you those, never deprived you from

your relaxation and i will never do that. If i did, it was totally

unintentional.

I know you are that type of person no one should mess with.

But i think it's unnecessary to  make it sound that terrible. 

Sorry to have made the situation like that. 

SIGH.

I just realised that this is more of a personal rant, which i rarely post about.I prefer not to speak about my personal thoughts, no idea why It wont happen again!

I am feeling DELUSIONAL

It's 1.49 am.  I've five more chapters of commerce to go. Commerce paper tomorrow.

But i cant continue studying, without telling you all that i <3 you guys.

 

And, that  Disney's HERCULES; was and is my favourite Disney movie. 

PERFECT movie.

You have your basic Zero To Hero character...

A sexy, sultry damsel who isnt who she appears to be...

and a witty, sexy as hell (pun intended) antagonist playing the role of The lord of the underworld.

I'm not being sarcastic. THIS is my fav movie. 

i heart disney. 

Forever and ever.

and ever.

and i still wanna go disney land. =(

TRANSPORT ROUTIER INTERNATIONAL!

x____x

Random.

I cannot. CANNOT pay any attention to any of  books. ;___;

sigh. MOCK.

And being a typical SPM student, i've been thinking and listing down a to-do list for after SPM.

and been dreaming of that day to come~

- get fit. (i've been eating more than i can handle)

- take up a martial art. (I is man, remember?)

- learn something useful. (like html. to improve on my blog)

- get driving license.

- have a better fashion sense. (=.=)
- improve on my drawing skills and update more frequently on my deviantart page.

-???

 i swear i had more in mind before i switched on this laptop.

sigh. 

SPM.

It's nice to see people in love..

and it's also heartbreaking to see one falling out of it.

Found this picture off deviantart. click here . (link fixed)

If you look carefully, it's on a dictionary, the light directly hitting the word heartbreak.

And this picture PERFECTLY defines a saying i've found online somewhere..(which i <3)>

"Draw a CIRCLE, not a heart around the

one you LOVE;

for hearts can BREAK,

but circles go on FORVER."

Today at lunch..

I know im really not supposed to post anything, but this is an EMERGENCY.

I've just realised this year that most (NOT all) Lodgians, are really low on manners.

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Here's the first scenario :

It's break time, everyone's hungry and drowsy. We just want some food to replenish

our drained energy. So everyone rushes to the canteen, and no one's queueing.

It's not like anyone ever does. So well, ok. We crowd around, shouting our orders. I stand there, waiting for my turn to be served. then this short kid [i shall keep you anonymous, no it's not terence], pushes through everyone. REALLY pushing. even against girls. WTF?

HOW short on manner. (pun intended)

Scenario #2:

This time, it's during the lunch break. EVERYONE's hungry, we know. Most of us collect our lunch boxes from the room next to the lecture theatre. It's small. The door way is wayyy to narrow for a big crowd. SO? We actually queue this time. BUt today, a bunch of ppl had to just clog up the door way. Clever.

I was growing impatient. I said told everyone to stay left, so the queues on both sides (in and out) would actually flow. Kudos to those ppl who initially clogged up the way. As the flow gets faster, HELL. something happened. THIS TIME. THIS TIME, a LINE of PREFECTS (consisting of senior prefects) decided to WEDGE their way through between the two lines.

. WTF .

THE BLOODY QUEUES JUST GOT MESSED UP AGAIN, CONSTIPATING THE FUCKING DOOR.

I couldnt care anymore, i squeezed my way through.

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Seriously, we can obtain our lunches and finish earlier if it wasnt for the AVOIDABLE jam at the lunch room everyday.

What's disappointing was that it was the PREFECTS who messed up the queue. FORM 4, senior prefects.

I DO NOT have a grudge against the prefects. They carry out their duties perfectly well. Hence, service with dedication. Plus, this year's new prefects are amazing. BUT being prefects, they should have controlled the crowd. NOT make it worse.

Again, i DO NOT have anything against the prefects. Take this as constructive critism.

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idiots