Me loveee House MD!!!

Hugh Laurie!!

Hugh Laurie !!

Hugh Laurie !!

Hugh Laurie !!

Hugh Laurie !!

Hugh Laurie !!

Is soooo SEXY!!!

Ahh!! Marry me !! 

dont get it? 

Nothing to update about

... and not suppose to. UGH.  spm in weeks, and Im suppose to be studying. I have been studying, just not enough i think.

Anyways, nothing to blog about, so im just gonna do the tags ppl tagged me with. o___o

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Tagged by Cherbie , and   Charlene .

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

-it depends on how much i loved him. If a lot, well, forgive and torture. If it's a hangat-hangat tahi ayam, i'll forgive, torture and dump.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

- To be working in the entertainment industry, and be the best in it, eg director, photographer, storyboard artist etc

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

- SHAYNE WARD or his lyricist who wrote Breathless and If that's ok with you (the due has a pregnancy fetish thing)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

- INVEST and get more, then pay for my own college fees and the courses i WANT. (sobs)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

- HOLY FCK NO! that is wrong beyond words. WRONGWRONGWRONG!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

- Neither. Neither one is more blessed. To love someone and be loved by someone at the same time IS the blessing.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

- OMG i almost answered out of topic!! Erm, as in really really love? I'll see the situation. I'm not gonna make someone a priority, unless im their's.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

-  HAHHAHAH. Im actually going thru this. Erm, continue stalking until you get bored. 

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your bf/gf or an actor/actress?

-  This is a very weird question. EH. I would act with an actor, particularly Hugh Laurie coz he's british and sexy as hell.

10. Will you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?

- Yes, but they'd probably comitted suicide because they realised it was more than idiotic to have let this sexy mama go. o_____o OF COURSE! There's still space in the single's table!! 

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?

- Owning my own company (in the entertainment industry, refer to question 2), married to a devoted sexy god i call my husband.

12. What's your fear?

-  Fear? I am fearless. Erm, my sexy god of a husband being taken away by my best friend's husband @___@, witnessing the death of my friends and family.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

- Two people tagged me (huhu so popular *gets bricked*). They are good people with too much time on their hands. GO STUDY!!! (Im having a break ok?)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

- Depends on how old i would be. If im young, single and rich please (bring on the male escorts!) If im older, and the most charming/sexiest guy was my hubby, i dont mind being poor. AGE SCREWS WITH YOU!

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

- Check my handphone for the time. 

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

- If he's the one~~ YES. So you better marry me you lucky bastard you.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

- I'll make a reality tv show out of it and lose both, but be rich. No lah. I would let time do the picking for me. In other words, WE SHALL SEE.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?

_ For some reason, i will always forgive, no matter how horrible. But i'll never forget -i'll never let it happen to me again.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

- Single and dating for now, relationship when im older. =)

20. Tag 6 people

- way too lazy list 6 names. puuh.

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2nd tag, tagged by JayCee

Three names you go by :

-Sarah, Sae, Daniel, Blood <--long story, no time

Three screen names you have had :

-snsl5433

-saewah

-saewahh ( . . .)

Three physical things you like about yourself :

-Physical hmm?

 i)abit over average height for asians

 ii) My facial features (thank you daddy =D )

 iii)My boobs (thank you mommy =D ) 

Three physical things you DON'T like about yourself:

i)  The hairyness

ii) The ability to scar well

iii)The inability for my skin to rejuvenate fast

Three parts of your heritage :

i)   Foochow

ii)  Kayan

iii) Melanau  (No bluffing kay)

Three things that scare you :

i)  Being financially unstable

ii) Having to sell myself for being financially unstable

iii)Finding out that im NOT financially unstable AFTER selling myself.

Three of your everyday essentials :

i)   FOOD

ii)  Music

iii) Toilet time

Three things you are wearing now :

i)   School P.E shirt  (i miss you schoool!)

ii)  Pink striped boxers

iii) Glasses

Three of your favourite bands or musical arts :

i)   Paramore~!

ii)  Michelle Branch

iii) Gabe Bondoc (on youtube)

Three of your favourite songs (right now) :

i)   I'll be there for you - The rembrandts

ii)  My love - Justin Timberlake (siik remix)

iii) Hot and cold - Katy Perry

Three things you want in a relationship :

i)   Fun (like, fun fun, not sexual fun, sexual fun is easy to come by)

ii)  Ability to understand and accept

iii) Fidelity

Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeals to you :

i)   Teeth, breath  

ii)  Eyes

iii) Fitness

Three of your hobbies :

i)   Drawing 

ii)  Playing guitar

iii) Watching/appreciating/cristising tv shows/movies/sitcoms

Three things you wanna do really badly right now :

i)   Study sejarah with full attention and brain capacity of a computer

ii)  Get a cooling pad for my laptop

iii) Take a nap

Careers you're considering / considered before :

i)   Movie/tv director / Animation artist

ii)  Fashion Photographer

iii) Psychologist/ Anthropologist  (not to sound cool only, im amibitious kay!)

Three places you want to go on vacation :

i)   Ireland (to find myself an Irishman)

ii)  The Big Apple

iii) Rio de Janiero, Brazil

Three things you want to do before you die :

i)   experience mutliorgasmic sex

ii)  ride a horse   (DONT take it the wrong way)

iii) visit all the 7 wonders of the world and make a small but visible mark on all of them  (markers work better than pee)

Three ways that you are stereotypical a girl/guy :

[I dont understand your grammar] you mean three ways im sterotypically a girl?

i)   I have notice-worthy boobs

ii)  I have hips too!

iii) err... 

OK I GIVE UP TRYING TO UNDERSTAND.

yeaokay. Im at school now, doing this post. DAMN. never knew i could miss school this much.

Left my phone at home. jesse's not here, Joo's prolly still asleep.

Ah puuh.

3 weeks left

.. Typing that just made me panic. OMG. There's less than 3 weeks left, and i've not secure my geography and sejarah. 

Anyways, doing this post to say that I wont be online often or posting anymore until after SPM.

I CAN DO IT.

I've been studying consistantly for the past few days, i hope i can keep this up. It's never too late right?

Good luck to all SPMers. Wish me luck too. 

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Found out my crush has a gf. I feel so crushed =( wOOOooOOoo. Nvm lah. It's just a crush. 

I'd never thought it was possible

.. to hate your parents so much even for a moment.

I was always in denial that my relationship with my parents is beyond repair. Up until last night that is.  I dont WANT to hate them, and i dont. I'm just wondering what is making it so hard for them to actually LISTEN, and understand.

I dont think it's that hard. Im not gonna go into detail about what happened, but what i can say is that i swore at my dad, and they think that im addicted to the internet. Plus, my mom thinks that i do not regret my actions. Do you really think that im trying to be a pain in the ass for you two?  

I AM sorry for swearing and everything else.

But WHY do you two have to be so stubborn and not TRY to listen or understand? The internet is a form of stress release for me. I DO NOT resort to alcohol, drugs or ciggarettes. It's only the internet. And im not even looking for porn as a get away from all that i've read about the Renaissance Age.  I'm only going to chat a bit with friends, and download the first 3 seasons of house. (it's my therapy )

Im just praying that my parents will give me 5 minutes to listen, and to understand fully what i've been trying to say all this while. It'll be impossible since ive been trying to do that years ago, and everytime i do it somehow comes out as a form of threaten or whatever to them.

Dont get me wrong, i appreciate them, TRY to respect them. Try because i know i've been really assy and been shouting at them, totally NOT respectful. The only reason im doing that is because i am still trying to get them to understand. They just WONT listen!!

I dont want to go to hell for being an anak derhaka. Seriously. I love them. It's hard, you know?

It's SPM, i know. you guys just want me to study hard and excell. i know that. But i'm not a robot. I'm not Samantha, Morgan or whoever can pay attention to their books for more than 3 hours at a time.

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On a lighter note. I think i have a crush. =o

 

It makes me feel proud

.. whenever i hear a Malaysian's name in a song,

or on a book...,

or on runways...,

Zang Toi's creation

High Tea with Mrs woo

they design effin cute clothes

or bearing an Olympic silver medal ..,

i know this isnt an olympic silver medal. 

or being one of the 100 people in Asia you must know for amazing photography.

Kidchan - Photographer

Makes you want to do something great too, you know?

Again?

So i woke up this morning with a very puzzled look on my face.

 "what on earth did i dream about this time?"

It starts like this :  Im sitting in the sarawak Club library with my laptop in front of me.  I scan around the room and saw the tulan girl that i see everyday at club [*coughjessecough*] . she had a unsolved  rubix cube infront of her. She stood up and left the library.

Then, without thinking i went ahead, sat in her place and started to solve the rubix cube [i know how in real life kay? ]. LeGASP. Since the coloured parts were actually coloured plastic pieces stuck on to a cube , all the red pieces fell off. D= Out of nowhere, that girl came back. And i went back to my seat why she give me this tulan face, "why you touch my rubix cube??"

HAHA.  So back at my seat, i went to wikipedia, and typed in Olivia Wilde's husband's name (Tao Ruspoli)  out of randomness.  This is what i read : " Tao Ruspoli, bla bla bla blabla , husband to american actress, Olivia Wilde (deceased) " 

(deceased)".

what the crap. That's two nights in a row, dreaming about dead actresses. [Olivia Wilde stars in House MD as thirteen, or Dr. Remy Hadley - surprisingly i wasnt sad or anything, her being my current favourite actress]  IT'S A SIGN!! D= What do you think?

HMM. I wonder who's the next actress..

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Aww man. I've just learnt that Olivia Wilde smokes. [i dont like  smokers.] D= boo.  

It's that saying, "you were hot until i saw you put that cig in your mouth."

I officially dont like her as much liau. in denial booo

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Sejarahness. D+

Maaf zahir dan batin

.. It means (from Wikipedia) "Forgive my physical and emotional (wrongdoings)" . Do correct me if im wrong.   

Yeah, im in a raya mood, eventhough i've done no visiting whatsoever. Selamat Hari Raya peeps!

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So ok.  Last night i had the coolest dream ever. =B

Dream starts:

It's a normal school day. I enter the class and realised that the mood was rather gloomy. I walk over to Jesse and ask, "Whats up with everyone?"

" Didnt you hear?"

"About what?"

"Megan. She's gone." he replies solemnly. I soon felt depressed and lost after that piece of news. Our good friend, Megan - dead.  [Who am i referring to? Megan Fox. yes. the transformer actress]

it's not easy looking sexy being intimate with your reflection

o____o

[I probably read her name somewhere before going to sleep or something] The skies were grey, and Frederick looked awesomely bummed. MEGAN'S DEAD!!!

Her picture was in a frame. With black ribbons. [very chinese style]  She was wearing a maya blue tube  dress, looking gorgeous with that perfectly bronzed skin. [ fck herlah. Must be some ten minute tan-yourself product]  Everyone was sad.

AHHAHA MEGAN FOX. 

*dream transitions into something with more action*

I was standing outside some temple, in bali. =.= I looked at my outfit. A suit. With an earpiece and black shades. I realised i suddenly turned bodyguard to someone. [Im still a chick ok. A female bodyguard. Think charlie's angel]  D= I walked over to a fellow colleage and muttered something. And from a few words i could make out that I was protecting a friend from being kidnapped. [ i still cant remember who i was protecting, megan fox maybe?] 

cant remember.. much at this point, i know i had to wrestle some hot villian. =P yum. 

*dream changes again*

Standing outside my house, i was holding a set of car keys. My mom and older sister stepped outside too, and asked me to drive. [=D YAY! i got my dream license!] I turned to the porch and AHH i see this huge shiny air force blue nissan pathfinder [i just googled it. Wow. my dreams are so detailed] 

like this. But in airforce blue. =D

SO i got into the front left seat, and said, "OOh. The steering wheel is on the left! How angmoh!" Smiled silly and put my seatbelt on. I was ecstatic i tell you, until i looked down in between the front seats. "I CANT DRIVE A STICK!" D=

i just realised that this stickshift isnt a manual one. T__T 

AND POOF! before i know it  i was in park. =.=

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yeah.  Went gymming for two days straight. I pray i can keep this up. =DDD

Hmm. i forgot what i wanted to say. 

Oh yeah. sejarah. Joel Jason lee, my books are safe and sound>