And i did the stupidest thing ever. I searched for House Fanfics. I DONT read fanfics mainly because it makes me feel obsessed over something pointless. Sure, House md is a great tv show but that's as far as it goes. A great 45 minutes of view pleasure everyweek - not some obsession over a hospital staff which looks too good to be doctors.
I dont hate fanfics. I only get creeped out by people who write them. It shows their obsession for a certain tv show, series, movie, celebrity. Being obsessive is creepy. It's like stalking. Who knows how far the author's imagination went. It's creepy.
Yeah i DID have an obsession for Hugh Laurie. Actually, Dr Greg House. But he is not a real person, and therefore it was shortlived. Having fantasies about him was pointless. Now, dont tell me that fantasies are about things that CANT or most probably WONT happen, in which it is not pointless. It's true. But fantasies make you feel good for a moment no matter how many times it gets replayed in your mind. at the end, you wake up to reality and you feel like crap. I'm sure you all can agree with that. It has to end, that fantasy, and it feels worser than not having a fantasy at all.
o____o i just paused to read that. *shakes it off*
I have a architecture portfolio to do for college. But i have no guidelines whatsoever. If anyone of you knows how, or knows someone who has info on this please please please email me. [snsl5433@hotmail.com]
I've picked my future. Hopefully, i stick with it.
Ok back to my tablet. Polyvores to finish.
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