It's hard

For over a week now, ive been sleeping at 4am and waking at 2 pm. and no matter how hard i try to break that circle, it just wont.

>.>

Sometimes i even get insomnia at 4 when i try to sleep. D: horror. I even tried to take a 6 hour nap so i'd wake around 9-10 to renew my cycle. (also, i was suppose to get a bunch of books from college to study during this holiday, which is soon coming to its end.)

D:

Btw, any nice songs to share with me? Im getting very sick of my recent playlist.

facebook = friendster?

Last week or so, i had a notification on facebook- an invite from someone to join some group, telling that after inviting at least fifty of your contacts, you have a tracker of somesort, like friendster, to tell who has been viewing your profile.

And today, i saw on the highlight area (right hand column), around 12 from my list joined this group.

Group named "Colour your facebook profile - invite all your friends". They have over 230k members.

Sure, now you get to personalise your facebook background. Later, you can customise your fonts on your page. Soon, your cursors turn into pink unicorns when you stumble across an aquaintance's page. NOW, doesnt that just sound oh too familiar?

Friendster.

One of the reasons why i left FS:

Weirdos/Pervs can send you messages like these. If im not mistaken Facebook allows you to tweak your settings, only allowing friends to send you messages. Im not too sure about friendster though. (too lazy to do any research for now)

Main point is, i dont want to see facebook turn into the next friendster. I love the plain professional blue and white. I dont really mind personalised backgrounds, but one thing always leads to another. And as for getting notifications for who has viewed your profile? I really dont want to know who has been stalking me *perasan* (or people finding out i've been stalking them).

Facebook is NOT friendster.

Let it stay that way please.

ZUMBA!

You know how ive kept posting about how i always want to learn how to latin dance? And how much i want to exercise?

Well,i was sitting on my fat ass watching tv 3 in the morning at samantha's place muching away on bak gua and cging one of my lineart when the programme on tv switches to paid informercials.

And then the answer to my solution popped up.

ZUMBA.

As the poster says, ditch the workout and join the party.

It's a latin fitness program and it is the new thing. "Zumba® fuses hypnotic latin rhythms and easy to follow moves to create a dynamic fitness program that will blow you away."

basically, you're dancing to latin music burning calories and toning your body while you're at it.

Exercising wont seem like a chore anymore!

To me, it's a godsent, because it fuses two of the things ive been dreading to do/learn. And plus if you saw the informercial yourself, you'd be at the edge of your seat. Plus, the success testimonials are so amazing, you just have to give this a try - by going online to illegally download their videos purchase their DVDS. Because it's impossible to go to their crazy booked workshops (which are held in the US).

I found out there's a ZUMBA in KL. D: none in kuching.(someone start one pls)

So, if you want to find out more, click here.

i had a dream

and decided to draw something. lol.

ok.. smaller than expected. Im taking my time cging this one. i dont like how the face has turned up.

CS4 = <3

More twilight bashing

because im bored can.

i have a feeling that this bashing will become more of a habit.

maybe it's time to make a tag for it.

...

nah.

it belongs where it is. the rubbish entries.

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lolcat/ loldog.

I'm addicted. I check it everyday along with Deviantart,

FB, FML and

Perez.

It's a daily routine. It makes me feel like...

i'm capable of being constant.

Thank Annachuu~

without you i wouldnt be happily using my tablet now. <3

And i just recently downloaded photoshop CS4. Yes, that's right. cs4. My CS2 refused to work, so instead of fixing the problem,i upgraded myself. :)

The only downside is it's kinda laggy. But then i realised that the file i was working on was MASSIVE.

So i decided to give it a go, and to get used to the compatibiliy between my beloved wacom graphire and this new lappie.

So a quick colour of my header. Nothing fancy. was really quick. I dont have much patience anyways. And the nose is weird and mj - like. Meh.

I think im going to play around with photoshop a while longer. =P

Term break

First day of term break and i'm already rotting from the boredom. There's so much to do, like study, clean my toilet, etc - but i cant be effed to do any of those. I need entertainment of somesort.

Mini updates:

Im currently using a new laptop. Long story. Point is, i cant use my tablet, because my tablet driver is all the way in kuching. So even when diligence and inspiration strikes, i'll have to resort to my beloved traditional media. Bad part is i cant post it up online. Dont have a scanner. (there's one in the art room at college tho..)

*sigh*

Missing all of you back home. This shouldnt be an update, because you all know that. <3>ehugs and ekisses for all!

*sigh*

ARIZONA! C: tee hee :insertgiggleiconhere:. How i wish to go there. <3>

*sigh*

It's tiring to keep up with an infatuation isnt it? Sien liau. Gonna give up on this one - for now.

*sigh*

winter~! Cold. But past few days have been moderate. I keep my heater on longer than i should. I'm too malaysian to adjust myself quick enough to the seasonal weather they have here.

*sigh*

exercise. *SIGH*

*sigh*

i need new songs on my ipod. Have over a thousand, but only the stupid mainstream pop songs play when on shuffle. grr.

*sigh*

Gonna use this time to learn spanish. Just bought a spanish-english dictionary. Hope this pays off. Btw, anyone know a dance studio in kuching that offers latin dances? If you do, PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME POR FAVOR. I am desperate to know if there's one. Gracias. :)

*sigh*

I'm using the *sigh*s to seperate the updates, well because im bored. Like pure boredom. Distilled over and over again for the finest feel of boredom.

Oh mon dieu. save me. *sigh*

since i enjoy art classes so much..

And i've been learning tonnes since i've arrived - i'd like to share em with you! That includes a new tag. coz i have nothing better to do - actually, i do.. i'm just lazy

Behold! That effect that Mac's Photobooth (whatever it's called) gives you.. that multicoloured and mutliframed effect. I'm sure you all know what type of art this is.

If you do, you should also know who came up with it. *if you do, good for you!*

Andy warhol,

ladies and gents! The father of pop art.

This guy ushered in a whole new movement, creating works of vivid coloured art using big pop icons and everyday products.

Yep, he's they guy that silk-screened Marilyn Monroe's face.

.. and campbell's soup.

ANDY WARHOL - bow b*tches.

I AM!

a size ten / twelve!

jeng jeng jeng.

size twelve butt mind you.

I recently had an epiphany.. about my size/weight/build whatever you want to call it.

I AM FAT. NO ohnoes smileys and sad faces after. I have accepted that i am flabby here and there, not because i am unmotivated to exercise, or lazy to - but because im somewhat comfortable in my own skin. FINALLY.

If you're reading this and think i need assurance that i'm otherwise, well, thanks. But i am really comfy with how i look right now. :) i'm squishy and huggable too! HAHA. For my height and bone structure (i found out that i actually have a smaller body frame than initially thought), i am .. OVERWEIGHT. jeng jeng jeng. That, perhaps, is the only thing that drives me to exercise. NOT solely because i want to attract ppl a lean body - because i am totally for the fact that real women have curves. *america ferrera ftw!*

I'm not saying im going to binge whenever i desire. I am going to start regular exercises *i already did, but on hold because mom's luggage is sitting on my exercise space* <--excuses ehem , after my mom returns to kuching, just to keep fit and to remind myself that going obese isnt any more of a healthy option than being stick thin (not like i can).

*shit i lost my train of thought*

I'm telling you now, that i am confident the way i am - maybe it's just a result of giving up exercise and healthy eating. Sure it sounds unhealthy.. but im actually eating apples for lunch =.= ok. this is going nowhere. :P

Size ten models. Still fab.

Ok. I've spent a good amount of time staring at those models. They are gorgeous! You just need the right clothes. HAHA. :B

I LOVE MY OWN BODY.

question is, do you love yours

and p.s.

I rock the parakeet hair hard. HAHA.

I've never felt this confident in a while. Took this and didnt photoshp it one bit. :D

doesnt include the scribbles lah.

*had this hairstyle before rihanna did recently, so dont assume that im copying her, tho i dont mind.*

What ive been busy with

Art subject for this course is lots of hard work.

But i feckin enjoy doing it.

Im doing figures, and narrowed down to beauty/

ideal beauty/ cultural practices etc.

What better way than to start with the corset.

sketched this during econs.

got told off. =S

refining sketch phase!

ink on paper. im gonna have to add more to it.

Done on compressed saw. Woodcutting is harder than it looks. D=

If you noticed, the person IS actually getting thinner and thinner.

;( not suppose to . oh well.

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Just a quick update.

Went out with aunts, uncle etc etc today. I've gotten chubbier! Yes i have. Note to self: have to stop binging when bored.

I know i constantly claim that im going back to kuching fitter and stuff. I'm working on that. And here comes the reason, it's winter. I can't help it. ;P

Here's the proof to my chubbiness.

And proof that even my cousin (mind you, ive never met her before this) thinks im nuts.

Actually, proof that im not exaggerating my stories when i tell you that strangers on the

streets give me this look...

have a nice day :)

ps. I'm taking doxycycline for my acne (got worse since i came here) , does anyone know if it's one of those "gets worse before getting better" thing? Coz i've been on it for a few days now, and more pimples are erupting. Maybe it's just clearing out? UGH.

icanhazcheezburger

when you're bored,

visit this site.

icanhascheezburger.c0m

Very entertaining lol. Navigate around for hours.

Bad thing was, i discovered this page when i actually had tonnes of 

assignment due. :P me <--idiot

I picked some of my favs from the lolcelebs section;

and here it is!

Starting off with some twilight bashing. :B

... and some celebs..

*stare*

And this one made me LOL so hard i almost peed.

and your daily dose of feminism. :D

LOL.