a size ten / twelve!
jeng jeng jeng.
size twelve butt mind you.
I recently had an epiphany.. about my size/weight/build whatever you want to call it.
I AM FAT. NO ohnoes smileys and sad faces after. I have accepted that i am flabby here and there, not because i am unmotivated to exercise, or lazy to - but because im somewhat comfortable in my own skin. FINALLY.
If you're reading this and think i need assurance that i'm otherwise, well, thanks. But i am really comfy with how i look right now. :) i'm squishy and huggable too! HAHA. For my height and bone structure (i found out that i actually have a smaller body frame than initially thought), i am .. OVERWEIGHT. jeng jeng jeng. That, perhaps, is the only thing that drives me to exercise. NOT solely because i want to attract ppl a lean body - because i am totally for the fact that real women have curves. *america ferrera ftw!*
I'm not saying im going to binge whenever i desire. I am going to start regular exercises *i already did, but on hold because mom's luggage is sitting on my exercise space* <--excuses ehem , after my mom returns to kuching, just to keep fit and to remind myself that going obese isnt any more of a healthy option than being stick thin (not like i can).
*shit i lost my train of thought*
I'm telling you now, that i am confident the way i am - maybe it's just a result of giving up exercise and healthy eating. Sure it sounds unhealthy.. but im actually eating apples for lunch =.= ok. this is going nowhere. :P
Size ten models. Still fab.
Ok. I've spent a good amount of time staring at those models. They are gorgeous! You just need the right clothes. HAHA. :B
I LOVE MY OWN BODY.
question is, do you love yours
and p.s.
I rock the parakeet hair hard. HAHA.
I've never felt this confident in a while. Took this and didnt photoshp it one bit. :D
doesnt include the scribbles lah.
*had this hairstyle before rihanna did recently, so dont assume that im copying her, tho i dont mind.*
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